I was listening music in the Land rover when it started.
That experience was both physical and spiritual. That came slowly and was very powerful. It started at the base of my spine and went up till the top of my head.
First I was a little bit scared because I never had this feeling before. Strangely I felt that a part of me was about to "die". It terrified and fascinated me in the same time.
I suddenly felt the absolute need to relax my back, turn my hand up, and put my shin on my chest. I thought: "David, what the hell are you doing?" And the answer came: “Just do it". Later I realized that that was my ego that was talking and resisting. A part of me refused to accept what was happening. I had to abandon totally myself in order to achieve that experience. I realized why I came=2
0here: free my body and my mind, like Neo in "the Matrix". Escape from my ego. Cut the umbilical cordon.
I pried with all my heart and that saved me.
It is as if suddenly I was plugged to a universal battery. My vertebral column was shining thousand lights. I had a mystic vision: Sri Amma & Bhagavan were front of me and Philippe in the middle. Philippe came to me to bring a crown on the top of my head. They were all very respectful with me. I could also feel and see roots at the top of my head. It was a kind of ecstasy. A feeling of true love was strongly present. Oneness is the good word. I was one with the universe.
The next hours I was both very sensitive and exited like a child who is discovering again the world. I understand now the importance of being sober and meditating in life. I know now that the most of problems I had in past were created by my ego. I understand better the meaning of listening, breathing, love. I understand better the concept of illusion. I had to realize that every seconds of my life are important.
I feel more free.
It is just the beginning…… Inch Allah